Finite Dreams

A girl in search of the meaning of life. I'm slowly finding my place in this thing called life.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

WTF?

I swear the last 2 weeks have been really crazy!

How can 2 people who only met 2 weeks ago go from not talking to holding hands while walking?

We started out with text messages, then we started hanging out, watching movies and now we practically see each other everyday. He even brings me cake or food to my office.

Today after watching a movie, he sends me text saying, "Thanks for the movie. I miss you already."

God damn it! I am so scared!!!! I don't know where this is going... For a person morbidly afraid of any kind of romantic connection with another human being, this situation is giving me an ulcer. I mean, I do like him and he's giving me some kind of balance in my life, but am I ready for this of affection and attention from anyone?

Pros:

- He's showing me a life outside the four walls of my office.
- He makes me laugh.
- I'm very comfortable with him.
- He makes me feel safe.
- He makes me slow down.
- He understands my work and the weird hours I keep.
- He never questions my ambition and drive.

Cons:

- He interferes with my gym schedule.
- How sure am I that I'm not the rebound girl?