Finite Dreams

A girl in search of the meaning of life. I'm slowly finding my place in this thing called life.

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

LOST

That's how I would sum up how I've felt in the last few days.

There's this typical scene in a movie where the lead character stands alone in an empty city. He or she has no idea where to go. I sort of feel like that anonymous character right now.

I don't know. I came back a few months ago and then today I realized that maybe this really isn't the country for me anymore. Not that I think Singapore is a better option. I absolutely hated the place. I tried my best to make it work, but I think it really wasn't for me.

Shit! The nomad in me has awakened again.

This time I'm planning to be out of this place by September 2005. I just want to spend one more birthday here then I need to be somewhere else. I need to be away from the Philippines by AT LEAST a 6-hour plane ride to be more specific.

Time to start preparing another exit plan....