Sad, Sad, Sad

This is my schedule for the week:

Monday: 9 AM- 6 AM
Tuesday: 1 PM- 10 PM
Wednesday: 10 PM- 7 AM
Thursday: 10 PM- 7 AM
Friday: 8:30 PM- 5:30 PM

Sounds really crazy right? I'll just try it out for this week and if I really can't handle it then, I really just have to let my bosses know.

I'm at that stage right now where I'm beginning to feel all the effects of my weird schedule. I cam down with a cold last week and I had to go see a doctor last Saturday. She says I have something called allergic rhinitis. 2 weeks ago, I had allergic conjunctivitis. Then 1 week ago, I also noticed that my skin asthma was recurring again.

I don't need an allergologist to tell that I am way stressed out right now!

Just when I think that everything is okay, something always comes up....

I'm tired.

I'm beginning to question if all my work in the last 9 months has been worth it.

All I'm seeing right now is the bad stuff....

I need to see something really good happen to me so I can get out of this funk I'm in right now.