The Story Finally Has An Ending

It's not so much as the end of the story, but the beginning of a new one for me.:) "_" and I decided to formalize whatever we had going for the last few weeks. I just felt it was the right time and I was with the right person. I don't feel confused at all with my feelings. In fact, I've never been more certain about anyone like this in a long, long time.

Since that's been resolved, it's now time for me to move on to other things in my blog.....

Responding to a Friend's Blog Post

My good friend Cecil recently wrote a post on her blog about how things have changed since I started going out with the new guy in my life. I just decided to respond to her post called "House of Singles".

My response:

I know I haven't been able to go out as much as I used to with you. It's a lot harder now with my crazy schedule in the office, my weird sleeping habits and of course him. I am writing this letter maybe to reassure you that I'm still here no matter what.

We've known each other since high school and we've seen each other through a lot. I've seen you through your heartaches and also your major successes. I think the only thing I really missed in your life was your debut.

I don't think you should be afraid that there's a new guy in my life. It doesn't mean that just because he's there, I won't have any time for you anymore. He's open-minded enough to acknowledge that I need to be with my friends (as long as they're girls) without him around. We can still have our girls' night out on Saturdays and go on our shopping sprees on some weekdays. We still even get our Starbucks buzz on some mornings.

Despite my busy schedule, "_" are trying to make this work. I know he's not exactly the guy you had in mind for me, but he is making me happy. I like him because he understands me so well. He knows the way to my heart is not through flowers, but by food. He understands that I prefer to go shopping alone. Plus, he's probably the most thoughtful guy I ever met. Most importatly, he isn't scared of what I've done, who I want to be and what I want to do.

One day I hope you'll understand my decision.:) Besides, no need to panic. It's not as if I'm getting married anytime soon. That's the furthest thing from our mind right now. No matter what happens though, you'l defintely be my friend for life.

Missing my friends

I'm sort of missing my friends right now. I haven't really been able to spend quality time with them in a long time because my work schedule has just been insane.

I promise next week, I'll make sure to go out with each one of them.

General Frustrations

- It's almost 8 AM, and I'm still here in the office. I'm trying to access my email, but unfortunately, the system is down. Damn it! I want to go home!!!! I can't though, because I need to make sure this report is in before I even think of stepping out of my freaking office. I hate it when this happens. Maybe I'll go out for breakfast first and wait for this thing to get fixed.

- I never realized how difficult it would be exclusively dating someone. You're not quite together, but you have to find a way to fix your schedule so you can find time to be with him while you try to figure out if you can actually survive having a real relationship. I'm still hesitant to get into a commitment because how can 2 people who live in 2 different time zones find the time to see each other? I know most of my friends are already vomitting right now because of certain reasons. Strangely enough though, for once I'm actually sort of happy with what I have right now.

So What's Really Going On?

I really don't know how to answer that question. Everything's kind of blurry right now for me.

Thank God he doesn't read my blog....