Finite Dreams

A girl in search of the meaning of life. I'm slowly finding my place in this thing called life.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

I should have

The past 2 days have been hard for me. I found out the other day that my daughter was rushed to the hospital because she had a very high fever and had a convulsion. Of course, being half-way across the world. all I could wait was for some news about how she was doing.

She's fine, but the in the last few days, I was thinking, I should have been there for her. I should have been the one bringing her to the hospital. Maybe it's time I went home, but then, it would still take me 2 days to get back.

Then on the flip-side, I thought about it and said to myself, that if I weren't working, she wouldn't have the medical coverage that would allow her to get the best medical care possible.

Sunday, November 02, 2008

Continuing Adventures in Middle America

I've been here in Minnesotta for a week now. I can't sleep so I've decided to tell you about how I spent Holloween here.

Our strategic planning conference ended at noon. Everybody was eager to go home because they all wanted to prepare for their Holloween celebrations. One of my colleagues offered to adopt me for the day. She invited me to go trick or treating with her daughters in her hometown called Shakopee. We got there early enough though. I helped them carve a pumpkin and babysit 3 kids. We had pizza from Papa Murphy's. At around 6 PM, her parents arrive in their ranger which is like a revved up golf cart. Then we started the trick or treat. It was a relatively small neighborhood, but the houses were so far away from each other, we had to pile up in the Ranger and go house to house. From where we were, my hosts pointed out to me the lights of the casino which is run by Native American Indians.

On Saturday, I went shopping with an officemate in this outlet mall in Albertville. I'm really not comfortable shopping with other people, but I am helpless without a car here. I bought Mika a Minnie Mouse dress set from this generic American clothes shop. I got a nice blazer from this this place called Dress Barn. I bought Bryan a very metrosexual outfit from Gap. Then I also bought myself 2 pairs of shoes from Rockport. I wish I could have gone around more, but my companion was in a bit of a hurry. It was a weekend and I told her I didn't want to impose on her, so we went home early.

I'm just going to hibernate at home tomorrow. I already did my laundry so I'll probably sleep for the rest of the day.