Birthday Post

This is my belated birthday post. I was too busy on my birthday to write anything.

It's been a pretty interesting year altogether. There were a lot of ups and downs, but at least I wasn't depressed as often as I used to be. Can I say I'm happier with my work now? Hmmm...tough question to answer. There are days when I wish I didn't have to go to work knowing that I would be facing so many negative people in the office. But then the thought that I can change people's lives and make things better in general somehow keeps me from just packing my bags and leaving. I promised to stick it out and stay for a year.

On the more personal side, I finally met someone who I actually felt was worth risking my heart for. We've been together for almost 3 months now and I'm pretty sure that I still love him. I don't think I will change my mind anytime soon.

So now I'm 27. I'm trying to answer the question, "Does being 1 year older mean I am 1 year wiser?". I should hope so. I guess my next goal is to learn to have more fun. I don't want to get too caught up with my ambitions that I forget to have a life. Hmmmm...I wonder where I'll be by next year.

It's 8 AM and I'm still in the office. Haven't written anything in months now. Too tired. Too burned out and way past the point of caring.

Been working 16-hours almost everyday for more than 2 months now. With the way things are, I don't think my workload will get less anytime soon.

What do I do anyway? I pick up and fix the messes other people make. I take responsibility for tasks that other people fail to do.

I have absolutely no idea how and when I got to this point. Everything's been a blur for me in the last few months. It shows in my eyes. I got my eye ulcer back.